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when you’re Sixteen

16 yrs na pala ako dito sa US … ang bilis ng panahon … we decided na mag abroad para makaipon ng pang pakasal … normal things sa mga couples na mangarap na magkaroon ng maayos na wedding … “Labs in three years siguro since dalawa naman tayo magwowork ma-achieve natin” yan ang sabi nya. Actually ayokong mag abroad nakita ko naman kasi din yun struggles ni Nanay sa pag-aabroad. But then i got selected and after 6 months namin nag-apply ako pa yung naunang umalis.

Hours, days, months, years passed by so fast … Achieved na yung goals sobra-sobra pa nga pero hanggang 6 years ang H1-B visa and ang daming projects “strike while the iron is hot” so nabago na yung initial plan … Sige go pa tayo tutal gusto ko mapatapos yung pinapagawa kong Apartment para magkaroon ng income generating source ang pamilya ko …

Distance, acquaintances, opportunities … Mas madaming dumating na pagkakataon sa akin kesa sa kanya he decided to go home sa Pinas … “Teka pano naman ako malapit ng lumabas yung Greencard ko … Kakastart ko lang sa Prepaid” … so I decided to stay … “opportunity knocks only once” … Sayang yung chance saka kakabili lang namin ng bahay when suddenly he decided to just quit and go back home … Pagod na daw siya, para daw siyang nauupos at hindi na makasabay sa bilis ng pacing ng buhay sa America.

Kaya ko pala magsurvive mag-isa after 9 years sa wala napunta yung relasyon i fall out of love … and he is my friend naman bago naging kami … i don’t want him to wait … i want him to be happy … sabi ko mag-asawa na siya kasi i guess dito na sa America yung buhay ko … and he quickly did after 6 months he got married … Well I always wished for all my friends to be happy plus kung hindi naman ako ang makakapag bigay ng happiness na kailangan nya diba?

As for me i fall in love with learning, i love my job … from Wireline, 2G, 2.5G or Edge, 3G, Prepaid, 4G, Smart Laptop … it is like climbing to a ladder plus hindi naman lahat nabibigyan ng pagkakataon lalo na babae pa ako at yung trabaho ko mostly para sa mga lalaki … Kung siya nauupos ako naman I am so lucky and blessed sa mga dumadating sa akin… so I moved on.

I had the chance na magwork halos sa buong US, more than 30 States … meet with different people and customers … I was able to develop tools na nakapag save ng money and time para sa company, nakapagpabilis ng mga process at nakakatuwa na ginagamit ng maraming tao … Nagpatuloy pa hindi lang dito sa US ang mga byahe kundi naging Global deployment na … I was able to travel to different countries na dati sa Ms. Universe ko lang nadidinig yung pangalan ng lugar or sa mga kanta … I conducted training and workshops sa ibat-ibang mga lahi … Thank God kasi di ko rin alam kung papano ko nagagawa yun … yung ngiti sa mga muka nila saka yun makaka receive ka ng messages “Liberty, I just did my first integration” … it really feels good … saka yung hyped na ikaw yung asa likod ng ilang successful projects, Kahit di ka ma recognized ok lang kasi alam mo sa sarili mo ikaw ang gumawa nun.

After 16 years 🙂 may pang pakasal na … wala lang mapapang asawa 🙂 … hindi lahat happy ending but i don’t regret kasi it was my choice and i have to live with whatever consequences … Ganun talaga, you can’t have everything … Sabi ko nga madalas sa dami ng blessings wala ako karapatan mag complain … Kung may dadating bonus na lang yun …

Naubos na yung timeline ng Nanay ko at mga kaibigan ko lagpas na sa kalendaryo pati sa lotto … 🙂

But for me it is timeless … dalawampung TOTGA … biro lang :p I actually love someone so dearly but i don’t know … na stereotype na eh… sabi nga ng isang kaibigan “My head is full of fears to be in a real relationship … but my heart is probably yearning to finally settle down” and i totally agree sa sinabi nya kasi ako din.

Siguro in time … in God’s time.

Happy 16 years to myself!

#wheninBahamas

BTC Project …

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#wheninBrazil

SRS and SL Workshop …

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